Who is the loneliest fool of them all? You can judge for yourself. I skipped the coffee and three cigarettes, just to let you know (if anybody even understands my reference). Yeah, Tom called me last night and I got sad. We really needed to talk though. He wasn't mean or anything. And I talked to Kevin too. Kevin made me feel a lot better. I had a good time at school today though, and I didn't have to work, plus I went to Taco Bell. Taco Bell led me straight to the bathroom though (sorry for the junior high-ish humor, folks). Anyway, I don't have much that I have to do, so I think I'll get ahead on some homework and try to take my mind off last night. To those of you who pray, please remember me in your prayers. I'd like to keep the request unspoken though.
And on to other matters. Guess who got Justin's email? Sunshine did. So I might write to him or something, but I don't know. I mean he sat by me yesterday in church and looked at me some, but I don't know if he really wants to talk or not. Oh well, I've had enough problems with guys not liking me that I really shouldn't worry. May as well add another to the list. I'll make a mosaic of letters I've written to people. It will be a work of art.
To Amanda: Are you going to the STD meeting this week? I might, if it's not too long. This week they're supposed to be signing up for T-shirts, and I really want one, so I may go just to make sure I'm signed up to get one. Even though they'll probably have the list around at most of the meetings. They're still doing business stuff, so I'll probably go. I doubt I'll stay up there for the social meetings though (man that sounded real good, didn't it? Social STD meetings???) I think I better get off here before I say anything even dumber. Although I am 48% abnormal and it is very likely that I have no soul... or so the quiz says.
foggy morning ..
3 days ago