All right. First of all, a HUGE thank you to all my friends who offered me their support this weekend. I am so happy that you guys were there for me.
Now for the good news (I think) :
Last night I got an email from Kris saying to please call him at home if I got a chance. So I did, and he pretty much said his weekend sucked and wouldn't say why. Eventually he came around to saying he missed me and he said the wrong things Friday night and he'd like to get back together because two weeks isn't really enough time to know anything anyway. He told me to let him know when I was uncomfortable and he'd try better about taking things slow. He said he kept seeing and hearing things that reminded him of me and got him pretty choked up. We both agreed that we are NOT in love right now, but just kind of special friends. That way, he said who knows what will happen in the future but we should just enjoy what we have right now and not worry about either having to get married or break up for real.
I think that is a healthier way to look at things.
So we talked about some pretty serious stuff like that and agreed that neither of us are comfortable expressing ourselves and basically I think we're in the same boat. We want to "date" to have a friend to do things with, but also hold hands and stuff like that. Just not too much.
Anyway, today I have to go to school and turn in some final papers and stuff, then I think I'm going to Steak 'n Shake (WOO HOO!) for breakfast, and then to Brandy's house, then to my grandma's for lunch, and maybe come home after that (although I ought to go to work). I also need to study for my Shakespeare final though.
By the way, I'm a little emotionally unstable right now. All you girls know what I mean...lol. So maybe that's why I overreacted yesterday. Mr. Jones and me, we're just gonna pretend like this weekend didn't happen.
Thanks again for the support, ladies!!!
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